so. i haven been blogging recently. been down for afternoon for the longest time. been lazy too. simply too many events that occured which doesnt give me enuff time to digest & think back.

cny coming. yes. i am down for morning. phew. no new clothes so far. no shopping done. alittle reluctant to buy new clothes. because. shopping means crowd. i hate crowd.

there's a cherry blossom plant in the hotel. they say. walk around it 7 rounds and you will find bf. hmm. gonna try it soon. maybe my cupid needs to be dizzy after 7 rounds before he can FINALLY start to aim clearly. frankly speaking. is not no-one wants me. but nothing seemed to click. want to do something badly. but hum-ji la. sigh. whatever. fortune-teller say i need not worry abt relationship.

fyi. after 21year and 5 months without a boyfriend. going dating with a guy seems so UN-NORMAL. prolly i am used to being alone. used to hang out with girls. but i cant imagine myself dating someone.

holding someone's hand.

i have no idea whats that anymore.

and its scary.