time now 4।32am and im still awake! why? bcos i jus reached home! aft work went to meet hany sherrilyn and jasper for supper! and talk talk talk till 3plus!
btw, this picture was taken previously. day 3 at work! felt emo everytime im relating to someone what im going thru! Hany understand my career part, Jasper understand my financial part & sherrilyn understand my studies part! did a very long talk with them telling them what im going thru now! lots of advices and all! felt alot better after that! well, i concluded tt my emo'ness is partly cos tt its a new job with new ppl and new environment and how the many problems being piled up together and i dunnoe what decisions to make! but thank u hany jasper and sherrilyn! i Love u guys so so much!!! u noe what i mean! =)

seriously speaking, i had an answer in me! but all i need is confirmation from everyone!! thats what girls need isnt it? well, tts what i need! i noe this is bad! but im always so unsure of myself, no matter how confident and certain i look! its good tt im born with a "im confident look" but when i need some assurance from others i dont get it!

ohoh! actually its nt jus the 3 of them whom i spoke to regarding this, i spoke to alot others like this silly bumbum !! well she's my forever 24hr counsellor! telling me things which i didnt thot of cos her friend here is slow!