always expect de unexpected~ thats sth which i always believe in since secondary school..
i always aim kinda high for myself prolly this really proves that im a Leo..
and if i dun get it, the feeling is like someone is clutching my chest and i cant breathe~

left brain: Aim for 100marks, stupid!
right brain: A pass will be good enuff :) -angelic smile-

thats always de dilemma i'll go thru everytime i undergo a new challenge..

result is out for P*** and im in de Training Dept.. Before de result came out, My left brain was telling me tt i can aim for the post of Vice president but My right said either one of the Head will do.. obviously who will not wanna be someone with a higher authority? at least i do.. anw, tts not de issue.. the new VP seems okay, she seem quite capable although she's jus a year 2 and she's.. er nice! de issue is... THE PRESIDENT again!!! always the problem with the post of president.. im objecting prolly because i hav yet to see her capable side.. but she's SUPER FAKE!! and i really mean FAKE!! i mean i hate it la.. ah! this is when de politics step in..

was complaing to xuan abt this.. and what she said make sense.. w/o politics, it is hard for an organization to withstand. cos everyone will be living in peace and harmony and nobody will bother to improve on themselves to stand a better chance.. oh well~ tts life isnt it.. sigh~ im encountering another politic issues back in sentosa man...

for this result, im not the only one tt's shocked. hany is disappointed.. cos she thot P and VP will be either one of us.. get wad i mean!? de both of us thot we stands a good chance but we're wrong.. am i disappointed!? not really.. jus shocked and i really mean shocked.. haha! sigh~ jus do my stuffs and hope de year pass fast.. but... i've no idea whats my position abt!!
wth #$%^&*()

oh and ... i tink im so gonna lose weight.. cos i kept rushin from place to place now.. like really rushing... brain is consistently working... argh~ alittle tired..

*listening to Climbing the Walls by BSB now*