[Getting myself away before the rest gets me; Schizophrenia]

[XOXO]

Thursday, February 01, 2007

school us supposed to start at 4pm today. but i woke up at 7 instead (crap!). went to help my big uncle to move house. from a landed property to a condominium. sounds like a good exchange huh. moving into a smaller house allows them to save a large sum of money and effort on maintaining their big and quiet house okay. there're only 3 of them (excluding the maid) in the house. the security system is good & cool but kinda crappy. and the place is big, nice and windy. haha! seriously one of the dream is to own a condominium -nod- anyone wanna share the house with me?!?! haha. can start bidding now!! went to school for jus 2hrs and because of the 2hrs, i miss a seafood feast! :( but its okay, cos mummy said its not nice. but!!!! i went to watch a good/touching movie instead!

Happy Birthday

by Ku Tian Le and Liu Ruo Ying

The movie is about this couple who love each other so much but the girl refuse to marry him bcos she thot being bestest friends will be better than being his lover. Best friends last for life but not lovers. oh! Ku Tian Le is an attractive young chap who attracts lots of other girls tts why creating insecurity to Liu RuoYing. BUT! He died in the end, suffering from some inherited disease, w/o her knowing at all! but every year she still receives an email saying "happy birthday" cos he made his sis to do it before he died.

throughout the whole movie, i's thinking of him. so somehow or rather you'ld hav guess the storyline. im starting to feel super bad for not wishing him "happy birthday" BUT mayb he really wasnt expecting my sms but some other ones? & i cried during the scene when her grandma passed away, made me think of my grandma. and also the last scene when he died :'(

hrmm. also, im starting to feel tt he's afterall not the one i really like. jus a habit i've grown in my poly life. tt day we're talking about guys being gentlemanly. one of the action is to eat first w/o having to wait fer the girl's food to come. wth! he actually said tt its "okay wad". get my point? and also, comparing jon and him. jon is alittle (just tt lil) better than him. AT LEAST JON LEMME SIT FIRST, unlike someone else. *im not angry wit him okay, jus suddenly thot of it* and mayb like wad de movie said....