went to help ortega with her church's halloween party today!

freaking scary aite!

especially when u'r hiding

underneath the table alone in complete darkness!! -nod-

but according to poh, most of dem screamed in my room =)

so proud of myself!!

& was toking to ortega & poh abt him!

dey kept asking me to tell him,

but.. im scared!

scared tt after tt, we cant event be friends..

and even those discreet flirting sessions

will be Gone!! -panicking-

also, i've heard him saying b4 tt

he doesn wanna get into a r/s.

& i concluded tt he's not at de right time

for me to "hav-him-as-boyfrien"

cos discreet is not sth i wan, if it also means a r/s

i cant do it, not me!!

so.. maybe when he grow up alittle..

oh!! & i realised sth,

mayb i's tinkin too much but after i told ortega, it actually make sense!!

after i recognized xavier as my-nice-arm,

he kept emphasizing on his arm &

actually went to de gyM ! muahahah..

okay, thou shall not tink so much