went to celebrate ortega's belated bday today.. went settlers then chompchomp, supposed to go eat chilli crab lo.. so sad!! but enjoyed settlers! haha! its fun.. $6 for students 2-6.. like kbox.. haha!! orh... i need to go kbox..! suffering from withdrawal symdroms alrdy lO!! haiye!!


hrmm & i noe i told myself thousand, million, ZILLION of times not to tink of him, but dis kinda things jus come naturally!!! cant help it.. see'in him everyday is alrdy a habit to me!! i shld change de habit... i noe i shld.. tinkin of de first time i admitted tt i like him, there're smiles on my face... but now... no expression.. sumtimes when sth occured arnd u which makes u tink of him, i cant say out.. if i really were to do so, poh dey all will say me... wo xiao bu chu lai.. hen nan gou.. if one day im given de change to possess a supernatural power, i'll wanna read people's mind.. tts a power i wanna hav a long time ago.. hah!


being a lesbian, will it be better?! afterall, girls understand girls more than guys do.. guys are weird.. really weird... i wish i's a guy, i'll definitely not treat a girl like how u'r treatin me now.. but guess wad, im afraid tt all these avoiding is bcos, u noe i like u & u'r trying to avoid me.. hen nan gou, zhen de hen nan gou....