oh.. dis afternOon jus receive ma'am shufAng's msg tellin me de datE n timE tO collect mY chiEf com badge.. haha! so scared! cos gotta wear sj uniform again.. n its a Prestigious thing to receive tt k.. is like how many ppl in my corp can actually receive tt? haiz.. really missed de days in st john.. esp durin sec3... my most wonderful years in secondary life~ attending NCO trainings.. DMs.. stuPid meetiNgs with my members.. Com trainings!! really missed everything.. but still, its st john tt changed me so much! n of cos, my fellow members.. haha! n.. i feel kinda guilty to not accept ma'am sf to b an officer.. sumtimes, i really feel lk being.. but, i didnt wan to b tied down by all de HQ stuffs.. i dun mind gg back to sjc n help me girls.. i jus dun like to go back HQ n kpo abt everythg.. tt really bores ppl off~


dis yr com is cumin soon, 5march.. n its like 2more weeks!! goodness.. n i doubt their standards r there yet.. im not looking down on dem.. but is jus tt i noe these girls' standard too well..dey'll jus freak out on de day itself no matter how well dey r durin trainings.. n i tink dey tink too highly of demselves ever since last yr dey took...2nd or 3rd? hmm.. ya.. cos we [seniors] noe dtheir standard arent there yet.. so when we heard their placin, we're all like "WAD?!" haha.. but still, im really prayin real hard for dem man.. pray tt dey can overcum everything! abt de NC teams, dey'r worse i tink.. dey said dey'r stressed! come on! do dey really noe wads stress? i doubt so! little girls~ haiz.. nvm! wait till dey take over... ha! ha! ha! then we'll see.. n i shall takan dem durin camp man.. [oops! shldnt say it now.. haha!]


oh! n recently, sum NIE letters had been sent arnd to certain ppl.. gosh! i didnt receive.. n aft cfm'in frm xiang chao, ppl's whose L1R5 is btwn 15-20.. i RATHER HAV DE LETTER!!! at least i noe tt im within tt range n aft deductin 2pts n sort frm cca, i can get lesser... im like so grr~ hard to xplain.. is like, i gotta xperience tt AGAIN!! ah~~ i dowan!


oh ya, n after result... POLY vs JC?? which one? [oh god! pls dun gimme a result which is neither here or there! pls~] if i go jc... can i make it for my A'lvl.. im like havin problem wit my econs n maths now.. cant imagine if i really go for it... gg poly might be a better choice!.. cos im really interested in TP hospitality.. damn! im confused!! JC? POLY? gosh~ please.... cant de results be out earlier or sth? my cousin is oso waitin for results [same batch, a yr younger].. wad if he beats me? i sure no face!! okok.. dun care abt de "face" thingg.. i jus wanna prove to de ppl over tt side, tt GIRLS r still smarter than guys, though dey dote on de GUYS alot.. who cares? i dun like it when dey'r sex-ist!


was watchin shutter with my sis yday n today.. haha! n half of de time, my sis was screamin n i's like usin a blanket to cover half de screen, so tt i still get to see de other half.. haha! i noe its lame, but im scared.. wads with watchin dis kinda show, makin ur adernal gland active? hahah! but still, i wanna watch but...yea! tts why i always nid sum1 who's not scared to watch with me.. n if i cover my face, de person can still tell me wads gg on.. haha! okok..its not funny k!


wadeva~hmm.. ruth will b back tmr.. haha! miss her! [like real..] yea, gg to watch hide n seek with her too.. yea.. fine! im like payin 6.50 to scare a livin daylight from myself.. wadeva!! haha!