oh mAn...chinEse n sociAL studiEs pAper finaLLY oveR..n i did, as xpecteD, badLy!!
feeL damN shit nOw...i'vE been muggin on sociAL studies for a Long timE n im veh prepared...but i didNt manage tO finish!! tis is worse thaN not Knowin wad tO write bcos i dO noe wad to write...if i fail humants, its not tt im not prepared..its tt i didnt manage my time well!!! how???? my B3 for humants is gone!! unLESS i score A1 for mY geog, then mayb i can help ss alittle..but A1 for geog....ha!ha!ha! dis is madness!! its impossible...
mapwork over 10...de most i can score is oni 6...how to fight wif those dragon babies!! i feel damn desperate for marks now...today once i handed in de ss paper, i was like "bye bye B3!!" those kinda shittY feelin...oh man!!! n my chinese worse!! i tink im gg to remain as B3, not movin on, but mayb deproving...ah~~~~ i feel like a failure!
my chinese hanYuPinYin actually can get 2 more marks, but my hand itchy, go add two dots for wad? im not gg to 4get how to write "zao gao" n "tiao cao" man.....haiz....
how to go jc like tt? how to beat my sis's 16points? how to bE another tOp scorer again?
how to beat my cousin with dis kinda lousy results...ah~~~ i really feel like cryin...
why last yr i must be de N'lvl 2nd top scorer~!! tt jus pressurize me even more...
all my relatives noe im de top scorer...wad if i dun do so dis yr? n wad if my cousin score betta than me? i was already despise once bcos iM in normal acad...wad if dis time i failed to achieve my goal again? im really scared to set high xpectatns, bcos im afraid tt i'll b disappointd even harder...
im really scared...............
real scared!!!
Fck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!